Striking Out - Thursday, January 15, 2015

Welp, another month down.. another one bites the dust. Not this month! I was really starting to think we did it this time. (No pun intended) It was kind of interesting though.. a couple days ago as I was getting closer to my expected period.. as I would think about actually being pregnant, it scared the crap out of me. Not necessarily the thought of physically having a baby of my own in my presence, but again, just the process. The thought of my body changing on me without my control and not knowing if everything is going right or whatever. Just the unknown KILLS me. Haha but it's ok. I'll get there. I think once we actually conceive I will be less scared because it is happening and I will have doctor follow ups to make sure everything is going right. But anyway, at least for another month... no worries. I have heard things that you're not suppose to do while pregnant. I haven't been the most physically active person the past couple years so I was hoping to stay in shape while pregnant, but obviously you don't start something new like that while you're prego.. so I am actually kind of relieved that I have another month. So ya, we'll see how I stick to working out though! I am SO bad at it. Anyways, more updates later!